a memoir of existential realization and observatory of nature

a letter from another version of myself,

"amazing" is the first word that comes out of my mouth. it was amazing thinking about my past experiences, just try to believe that artist make drafts of their art and eventually finish it with colors. that's my life. i can't believe how far i have come and knowing that i'm not lost, it's the most wonderful feeling i've ever had. 

i remember i was on the dark side of the moon with no hope, lonely, and vanquished by the sadness of the dark. but i keep floating in the wide bright cosmos and hoping for a silver lining to levitate my soul and mind. eventually, i realized that the sad moment of my day was experienced by another version of me. now i understand, that every day you exist is another version of you. and if you get a chance to live one more day, be the best version of yourself. 

you can't imagine how wonderful life is until you live in the present moment feel contended, connected with nature, and surrounded by good people. i haven't treated myself to be connected with nature since i was absorbed by daily routines a few months ago. i never got a chance to see how beautiful nature is until i felt it. "amazing" first word that came out of my mouth. i understand how life needs to be connected with nature, and behold how wonderful nature connects to itself. i think you must need one. 

every day is another story to begin. every day is another version of you. your life is a story and you are the main character. you are the one who can decide where you want to go and how you end up with your memoir. but always remember that wherever places you want to go, those places belong to you, and you belong to them. you deserve to have them grasped and they deserve to have you cherished.

i am delighted to write this memoir and share my words with you. i know this is another version of me and i don't mind about tomorrow. we know that there's always tomorrow, and if you feel you don't mind seeing yourself on another day, maybe because you are having the best time in the present moment you exist. 

thank you for reading. 

always and forever,

jamm