Je t'aime

February 1, 2020

Dear Mademoiselle 

I almost lost myself when I was writing. I am trying to gather all the words in my head and not allow them to leave me, just to write on my old vintage papers. 

There was a time when I sat down at my desk, weeping while staring at my papers, thinking and asking myself what words I could write again? I almost stopped writing because I think it could be worse when continuing it. I took a nap, closed my eyes for a minute, and went back to my desk to write you again. 

I love you more than anybody else. I love you just like how I loved my mother. I hope you find the peace to recognize me. 

Always, 

K.J. Mamasu